So I kind of love my life right now I'll be honest. But I mean, who couldn't love life when they have bright neon peach pants?! I swear ever since I bought these I've had the biggest urge to go to a blacklight party. Just sayin.
I also have a new baby niece! Which brings the count up to five in all-2 boys and 3 girls. Which also mean the the girls now outnumber the boys once again :) I don't know what I would do without these kids. I barely ever get to see them except for one, but they're such a big part of my life. I have no idea where I would be without them.
And can I just say that I'm pretty sure longboarding makes everything seem better? It's probably one of the most relaxing but exhilarating feelings ever. I still suck really badly too... haha but hey it's not like I'm trying to be pro or anything!
Alright so last thing in this last quick update. I am not an extremely spiritual person. I do read my scriptures every day and I love the church so much but quite honestly right now that is almost the extent of it. Sometimes though when I read the scriptures I come across a verse that kind of hits me right where I need it. This time that would be verse 34 in 2 Ne. As much as I love my life, I've had an extremely hard week. One of those weeks where you feel like you have messed up every possible thing you could have in your life., and in my case I was feeling it mostly with the people in my life. Then here comes this scripture, and I realized why the hell do I even care?? I have been disappointed and hurt by the majority of people in my life, I am sure I have disappointed and hurt my share of people too. So why do we all put so much stock in people? Yes we love them, and yes we need them in our lives but I'm beginning to realize something-when you put God first everything else really will fall into place. When you are having a hard week and feel like you have let everyone down, God isn't a part of that. God will never leave you out of "the group," or make you feel badly of yourself. He's just there for you. Which I am thankful for. And even if you don't believe in God, and a lot of my friends don't-isn't it just a comforting and nice thought or hope that there is something out there bigger than all the drama we go through and who just wants us to be happy? And so, my new goal in life is not to live my life for anyone except myself and God. Expectations from others don't get to be a part of my decisions from now on. I just want to live a good life I would be proud of :)
Well that's my post. I'm sure it's full of errors and grammar problems and most likely doesn't make sense but I really don't feel like reading back over it. so there we are!




